The Hidden Cost of Low Self-Worth (And How to Reclaim Your Power)
Have you ever wondered why so many of us, especially women, struggle to feel deserving of love, success, and happiness? Today, we're diving deep into the topic of self-worth—exploring its roots, understanding how it impacts our daily lives, and discovering practical ways to reclaim our inherent value.
Self-Worth vs. Self-Esteem: Understanding the Difference
Before we delve deeper, let's clarify an important distinction. While we often use these terms interchangeably, self-worth and self-esteem are quite different:
Self-esteem is like a mirror reflecting our outer world—it fluctuates based on our achievements, appearance, and others' opinions. It's the external feedback loop that can swing up or down depending on our circumstances.
Self-worth, however, runs much deeper. It's the unwavering belief in our inherent value, simply because we exist. It's not tied to our accomplishments, looks, or others' perceptions. It's the profound understanding that we deserve love, respect, and happiness purely because we're alive. And what a miracle that is—there is only one of you, with your unique DNA, quirks, characteristics, thoughts, and ideas. You are enough by simply existing.
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The Roots of Low Self-Worth
Low self-worth isn't something we're born with—it's learned through experiences and messages we receive throughout our lives. Let's explore the primary ways it develops:
Childhood Conditioning
Think back to your early years. Did love feel conditional in your household? Perhaps it was only freely given when you achieved something specific or behaved in a certain way. This creates a deep-seated belief that our worth is tied to our actions rather than our being.
For instance, if praise only came with straight A's or athletic achievements, while struggles or mistakes were met with disappointment, you might have internalized the message that you're only valuable when succeeding. This conditioning often leads to perfectionism and an endless need to prove yourself worthy of love.
Societal Expectations
Society has a way of prescribing who we should be, especially for women. The message often comes as: "Be quiet, be nice, don't take up too much space." When we feel we can't express our authentic selves—whether due to safety concerns, lack of support, or fear of judgment—we might start believing our true self isn't good enough.
These "sabotaging shoulds," as I discuss in my book "Confessions of a People Pleaser," arise from comparing ourselves to others' filtered highlight reels. They're joy-killers stemming from societal expectations we believe we must meet to feel worthy.
Trauma and Negative Experiences
It's crucial to acknowledge that trauma impacts us profoundly, regardless of its scale. Whether it's overt abuse or subtle emotional neglect, these experiences shape our sense of self-worth. The truth is, trauma is trauma—there's no hierarchy of pain.
For example, growing up with emotionally unavailable parents can leave lasting scars, even without overt abuse. That feeling of invisibility might lead to questioning your worthiness of love and attention in adult relationships.
How Low Self-Worth Manifests in Daily Life
Low self-worth isn't just a feeling—it's a lens through which we view our entire life, manifesting in various ways:
People-Pleasing
When we struggle with low self-worth, we often put others' needs before our own. We say 'yes' when we want to say 'no,' apologize excessively, and avoid conflict at all costs. While this might seem like kindness, it often stems from believing our worth depends on making others happy.
Fear of Failure
Low self-worth can keep us playing small, avoiding risks and opportunities for growth. When we don't believe in our inherent value, failure feels like a confirmation of our inadequacy rather than a natural part of growth.
Self-Sabotage
From procrastination to perfectionism, from overeating to staying in toxic relationships—self-sabotage often stems from confirming negative beliefs about ourselves. It's a subtle way our low self-worth maintains its grip on our lives.
Struggling with Boundaries
Difficulty setting and maintaining boundaries often indicates low self-worth. When we don't value ourselves, we might let others cross our lines or feel guilty about expressing our needs.
Reclaiming Your Self-Worth: Practical Steps Forward
The good news is that self-worth, like a muscle, can be strengthened with consistent practice. Here are tangible steps to begin your journey:
1. Practice Self-Compassion: Treat yourself with the same kindness you'd offer a friend. When self-critical thoughts arise, pause and ask: "Would I say this to someone I care about?"
2. Set and Honor Boundaries: Identify areas where you feel drained or taken advantage of. Practice saying no when needed, and remember that boundaries protect your energy and honor your worth.
3. Affirm Your Worth Daily: Start each day with positive affirmations that resonate with you. "I am worthy of love and respect," "I deserve to take up space," or "My worth is not defined by others' opinions."
4. Engage in Self-Care: Make time for activities that nurture your physical, emotional, and spiritual well-being. This isn't just pampering—it's about honoring your needs and showing yourself you're worth the investment.
5. Challenge Limiting Beliefs: Identify and question the stories you tell yourself about your worth. Where did these beliefs come from? Are they serving you? Replace them with empowering beliefs that reflect your true potential.
Final Thoughts
Remember, your worth is not defined by your past, your mistakes, or your struggles. The journey to self-worth isn't about perfection—it's about progress and self-compassion. It's called self-worth for a reason—it comes from within.
Take one small step today, whether it's practicing an affirmation, setting a boundary, or simply acknowledging that you've been relying too heavily on external validation. Remember: validation is for parking, not for determining your worth.
You are enough.
You are smart enough.
You deserve all the amazing things life has to offer.
You are worthy of love and respect.
You are loved.
You are love.
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